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The worst part about surviving it all is the chronic health issues that follow
I’m still suffering everyday What was the point of surviving Death has never seemed so sweet
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There is nothing special about you
People battle chronic illnesses and die everyday. That’s just life. We all will die. How you end up dying is nothing special. Whether you suffer for a long period or not – doesn’t matter. It happens to everyone. Embrace the inevitable. *by “you” I mean me. Speaking purely to myself here*
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Suffering
I hear everyone just working away and I’m literally suffocating over here. I can’t swallow, gasping. Taking deep breaths. I can’t do this anymore. “I just want to be normal.” I think as I hold back tears at my desk. Death would be so sweet.
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False Positivity
I was feeling optimistic about the future and actually looking forward to living life. For a moment I thought, life might actually be good and worth while. Then I almost fainted for no good god damn reason for the first time ever in my life. That’s when I remembered that all life is – is…
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Time
I feel so constricted by time. There is this constant pressure that I’m running out of time. I only have so much time before I go to bed to be able to do my nightly routine which takes so much time. I need to go to bed as soon as possible or I won’t have…
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Beauty and Chaos 