Beauty and Chaos

You would be 29 today. So many feelings today. Some because I hate my birthday which is tomorrow but mostly sadness because you’ve come to mind many times today. It is your birthday after all. Life is sick like that. I guess you can rest easy knowing you’ll never be forgotten since your birthday will always be the day before mine. Even though it’s been years now – I miss you just existing. You’re in a better place and not suffering though at least. I’m doing better these days too. I think you would be happy for me. Happy Birthday buddy. I’ll see you again one day.